So no one has actually
asked me this question but I figured it was looming in the minds of people who know me. No, I'm not a narcissist, those sexy backshots do serve a specific purpose.
It all began several years ago when a guy friend of mine showed me King Magazine around the time it first came out (it has since gone out of print). I was mesmerized by these "brickhouse" women and the fact that there was an entire publication devoted to celebrating their sexiness. Up until that point I'd only see the Maxim/Stuff type models and while filled with beautiful women, they were void of [pre-Dreamgirls] Beyonce type figures.
Once I saw the magazine I wanted to be in it. There is some speculation that my slight obsession with getting into a men's magazine is due to the fact that I was overweight most of my life. I tend to concur. It is quite an experience to go from being "cute" to being "sexy." I don't think of myself as sexy on a daily basis, but when I do a photoshoot or music video I definitely attempt to channel an inner vixen. But as any photographer who has worked with me knows, I still struggle with body image issues, as most women do, especially living in Hollywood. So while it is not necessary, I felt I should have professional images to submit to the numerous men's magazines that have emerged since the demise of King because as an actor I have professional headshots to submit for acting roles.
I should be completely honest about my frustration with these publications as word on the street is you have to lie on the casting couch to make it in these sexy periodicals. I'm certain there is validity to these claims as the casting couch exists everywhere, even in corporate America. However, I do know that every video role I received was based on my audition or my photos. THIS might be why my parts always get cut...hmmmm. I also believe networking is a key factor so (cough, cough) if you know someone who knows someone, send them a link to my blog. :) As I mentioned in my previous post, it was my sexy pictures that landed me the Olde English job and I was hired for numerous other projects, so I do get work from the images.
So no, I'm not just taking photos of myself to stroke my ego or make old boyfriends jealous, they are tools to get me in a sexy magazine so I can bask in my own fabulosity!
Just Kidding.
--Thanks to Rick Dones & Nadriah B Photography for the great images!